Another Day.

So, I finally found something that I wanted to be true more than anything lately.. But today, what I thought it was, came crashing down around me.. I'm not sure what to believe.. Nothing makes sense anymore, I don't know what to believe.. I've come to realize that nobody tells truth, I now have trust issues. But who doesn't? Anyway, this guy.. Yes my teenage life is filled with boys.. This guy, to me he is amazing, handsome, smart, funny, athletic, just everything I want in a guy right now.. Well last night we talked but today, like I said everything came crashing down.. Making me a confused mess.. I can't stop thinking about him, I don't know what to believe anymore.. & I just want for this one time, to be true.. To be everything I want. But I obviously don't deserve this.. But I hope God has something amazing planned for me ! <3