Getting Better . ^___^

Things are getting better :) I'm getting over you & you :)
& there is this new guy that actually wants to be with me (:
I'm just scared of being hurt but this time I have a feeling things are gonna better for sure :) I guess I'll see what in storeeeee ;)
<3

New Day ! ;)

Today, was a new day. I still saw the guy I really like, but saw another guy I use to like.. The guy I like right now, as usual ignored me.. But whatever.. I can play that game -_- even tho it kills me.. But this otheeerrrrr guy, makes me smile. He never once put me down, or made me confused, or ignored me like the other guy -_- soooo I want a change, & I think I know what it is.. I'm ready to change things... But like the saying " Moving on ; easy to say, hard to explain, even harder to do" but if I really want this I know I can do this :) I have amazing friends & family by my side.. & I deserve this happiness !! (that wink made my whoooolllle day ! It was so cute^_____^)
Anyway, as everything... Easier said then done, but it can be done !! :)))
<3

Another Day.

So, I finally found something that I wanted to be true more than anything lately.. But today, what I thought it was, came crashing down around me.. I'm not sure what to believe.. Nothing makes sense anymore, I don't know what to believe.. I've come to realize that nobody tells truth, I now have trust issues. But who doesn't? Anyway, this guy.. Yes my teenage life is filled with boys.. This guy, to me he is amazing, handsome, smart, funny, athletic, just everything I want in a guy right now.. Well last night we talked but today, like I said everything came crashing down.. Making me a confused mess.. I can't stop thinking about him, I don't know what to believe anymore.. & I just want for this one time, to be true.. To be everything I want. But I obviously don't deserve this.. But I hope God has something amazing planned for me ! <3